Little Ladi,

10/13/25 was the worst days of my life!! My little, my tri-pawed porkie that I love with my whole entire heart and soul, I miss you more then words could ever say!! I carried you in my handbag for the first 2 yrs of your life and took you everywhere even after you got to big for mybags.. Whenever anyone saw me, they saw you and if you weren't with me, they'd ask for you... I now carry your ashes with me and it's obviously not the same.... That decision I had to make after a 3 night stay at MLAH shocked me!! 20 minutes before getting the second call that things turned around, I was on with Dr. Janson with plans to bring you home the next day... I ran to you, I swore they called the wrong person.. You looked great, you were talking to me from inside the oxygen chamber, pawling at the doors as soon as you saw me... You looked tired and like a hospital patient the day before, I told you to go if need be and it broke me ...24 hours later you were you again!! Or so I thought... Standing in front of you with my arm ALL the way inside one of the little doors, you on my arm wanting to be picked up, I couldn't, you needed the oxygen, but was satisfied with how I was able to "hold" you, talking to the Dr. then for the 3rd time (& only w/ me around) your head and eyes rolled, I ran so the team could pull your limp body out, I heard that terrible scream that was heard 2 1/2 years before when you were pulled under nannys fence by the neighboring dog, the day I rushed you to MLAH for the first time, they had to remove your front left leg and shoulder, that scream was you fighting cardiac arrest to stay with mama, that scream and your weight in my arms the 2 times before the last time in your oxygen chamber I WILL NEVER FORGET & ITS THE WORST MEMORY EVER!! Doc found me in her office, the only place I had to run into to tell me it's time to make that decision and she knew I NEEDED TO BE THERE IN YOUR FACE IF IT CAME TO WHAT IT CAME TO... I walked out to you, you looked at me like you always did, such love, like I was the only person in the world, panting per-usual, looking at that point like you knew it was time to meet Ernie, your fur-cat-brother, at the Rainbow Bridge... I saw the sadness in your eyes just enough, it was that little bit you couldn't hide from me, I kissed your face and looked into your eyes telling you thru a broken, shattered heart & countless tears THANK YOU, TY FOR BEING MY BEST LITTLE FOR ALMOST 12 YEARS and how much daddy loves u, Max (ur human brother) loves you, nanny, Titi Rachel, Uncle (baby) Todd loves you and Bailey your literal litter sister (nannys fur-baby) loves you.. I screamed it as Dr. Janson started to plunge the first needle and didn't stop until after the second needle and conformation that your heart no longer beat on this side of heaven...

Missing you,

Elisa *mama*

My sweet Gunnar,

My sweet boy,

I cannot even begin to process you no longer being here with me, every day feels like a nightmare that I cannot seem to wake up from. I never realized that losing you was going to be the worst thing I will ever have endured in my life but it has been the worst experience. To many people you we're just a ferret, but to me you were my whole world, my best friend, my soul animal and the best cuddle buddy that I could of ever asked for. Your absence has been the heaviest thing I have ever had to carry and most days I don't know if I can make it out of this even though it's been 136 days now. The holidays we're so hard because your stocking was left untouched and the new lamb chop toy is still sitting in there... as if you'll be back to open it. The new year started and I think that's been the hardest thing for me right now because 2025 was the last year you were alive in and now I feel like i've had to leave you in the past and I cannot accept that. This year and for the rest of my life I will no longer get to celebrate your birthdays with you, no more surprising you with a new lamb chop toy every week, no watching you stash all of your new toys so the others won't touch them, no more watching you thrash around your lambs like a little puppy dog, no more cuddle sessions everyday like we used to, no more laying you on my chest and feeling your little heartbeat on mine. I just wish we had more time together but I knew that you could no longer fight the Adrenal Disease and the tumor anymore and somehow I feel like I failed you.... I always have to ask myself " should I have demanded surgery even though they said you were high risk" I always wonder if I would of had them attempt surgery to remove the tumor... would you still be here? would we have had more time together? From the time they found the 3.5 cm tumor and the time you stopped fighting was 3 months apart and I did everything I could at home to keep you comfortable and to make you know that you were so loved but I know that you knew how much I love you and you made sure to love me right back and i'm forever grateful to have had the opportunity to watch you grow from baby (3 months old) to 5 years old despite all the challenges you had throughout your life. The day we brought you in to cross the rainbow bridge on August 22, 2025 @ 10 A.M will forever haunt my memories. I know your other mom wanted to bring you alone because she knew this was going to traumatize me but I could and would never do that to you, I could not let you my boy leave this world without me by your side. I was your person and I would not do that to you. I would suffer the rest of my life as long as you knew I was there until the very end and I was and I would do it a million times over. You stared at me until your very last breath and that's when I died inside. Your brother Gomez also misses you so much, he still searches for you and i've seen him stuck in the same funk but after all he lost his bonded pair so I understand the loss he is feeling. I hope that you are up there in rainbow heaven pain free and able to run like you used too before the tumor made it hard for you to get out of bed. I wake up with a broken heart and go to bed carrying the same weight. 💔 Some losses don’t heal, they just change the way you live, the way you breathe. Loving you left a mark that time can’t erase. I will carry this love, and this loss, with me always. Until we meet again my sweet boy, I will miss you until my dying day and i'll love you for eternity. Thank you for making me feel wanted, it felt so good to be your comfort because you were mine.

Love,

Caitlin (your mama)

To my queen, Kira,

I'm so sorry. I promised I wouldn't rush the decision. Just that morning you looked cozy in your sphynx pose, looking up at me with clear, bright eyes. It's like you didn't mind at all that your back legs didn't work anymore. I carried you everywhere and you nuzzled and loved on me like it was no bother to you. I would have quit my job and never slept again if it was possible for me to just carry you like that everywhere. How much more time would we have had? 22 years and 9 months is not enough. So I took you in, and the doctor said there's nothing more to do. No more meds to try. It could have been a month or a day till you started to actually look like you were suffering. I could wait till your pain was out of control, or I could do it now and then, while you still had some ability to focus and see me. So I made the choice not to wait till your suffering was so bad that it was obvious, or I come home to find you fallen or stuck for hours. And then once the decision was made that it was time... I rushed it. We were both there at the doctor's office. I didn't feel like I could come back to do it later. It took about an hour and a half, I cried and held you, you had no idea what was coming. I knew it was a possibility though, that's why I wrapped you thoughtfully in a blanket this time to take you there. I gave you your last treats. You fell asleep on my arms, and then it was over. Biggest regret of my life. I should have taken home some medication and taken just one more night with you. Why didn't I do that? I will regret it for the rest of my life. How could I do that to you? To both of us? How could I not give us one more night together for a proper goodbye? Spend the night cuddling you like we both deserved? I miss you so much, my heart is exploding with pain. You were the light and the color in my life. You saved my life over and over, loved me when there was no love in my life, the only family and companion of my upbringing that lasted. It will never be the same without you, my queen. I hope I did the right thing. I love you so much. I miss you like no one would ever believe. Goodbye, my love. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

Love,

Tal

My dearest Samantha B.,

It hasn’t even been 48 hours but I can’t believe you are gone. It happened so quick but I’m glad I was with you. I want to walk downstairs and see you perched on the door of the “big cage”, but if I go down it will just be empty and quiet. Your food is still in the dish. I try to imagine you sitting quietly on the perch behind me, but I know you aren’t. I miss you so much. When you flew over the rainbow bridge you took my heart with you. I wish I could sing you our song one more time while giving you scritchies- “Sometimes the B. stands for beautiful, and sometimes the B. is for boisterous, and sometimes the B. is just for b*tchy, Samantha B. Bird.” Really, the B. stood for best friend. I miss you and hope that when my time to leave comes you’ll be there to greet me. I love you always my dear friend.

Love,

Your human Chris

My sweet baby girl Sofi,

Hi Sof, my sweet baby girl. It has taken me almost a year to sit down and write you a letter in this site my client created for her late dog Pushkin. My baby girl I miss you so much. I am so so sorry that I chose to put you asleep. It was the hardest decision I have ever taken my baby, but I couldn't bear to watch you suffer any more. You left a giant emptiness in my heart because you were my soul dog. In fact I am sure you were a human in a dog's body. Thank you for being my best friend through the hardest times of my life - cancer, divorce, abusive relationship. You were the one to lick my tears and the love I felt from you was like no other. I miss you my sweet Sofi. Yesterday you would have been 11. I didn't want to celebrate Christmas eve because that was always your day. This is the first Christmas without you. It's not the same. I have your ashes by my bed and I can't let go of them. I want you by my side - always. Please watch over us! give me a sign that you are here somehow..... Sofi there will never be anyone like you. I love you forever my baby Sof.

Love always,

Mommy - Nadia

My sweet Jimmy ,

This is our first Christmas without you and I’m heartbroken about it. I love you so much and miss you endlessly. I miss seeing your sweet face under the tree and watching us all open presents. Nana passed away a month and a half ago too and now I just feel lost without both of you. I hope you’re with Victoria and have said hello to Nana. I bought cat nip for your sisters but it won’t be the same without you sweet boy. I hope you’re watching us and are proud of how we’ve been handling the grief of losing you. Merry Christmas my dear sweet boy. I look for you everywhere even though I know you’re around my neck and on my bedside table. I just want a snuggle and a kiss. I love you Jimmy Bear. Merry Christmas baby.

Love always,

Mommy

Dear Chocolate,

To my sweet boy, it's been almost four years since you left us, and the hole that you left in our hearts is still there. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you, I keep you so close to my heart. Life has been so different since you took your last breath, I'm no longer the same girl but at the same time, when I look at pictures at you, I still feel like the 9-year old girl looking at her puppy.

We had an amazing 14 years together, didn't we? So many adventures, slow days, sunny naps and grumpy walks. I had the time of my life, and I will remember you for the rest of my life, my sweet boy. I see you in Buddy and JC, they're a perfect mix of you. Sometimes when Buddy is naughty, I remember the time when you stole a whole burrito and junior chicken off the table. When JC is cuddly, I remember how that was your favourite thing, and you'd bark at me so you could come up on the bed with me.

Choc, you will forever live in my heart, and I will always remember you. Thank you for getting me through the hardest times, you were truly what I lived for. So much joy, naughtiness and love is a small package/

Love,

Alex

Sweet Coco,

You've been gone for a year now. Not a single day goes by without me thinking about you. You're passing left a hole in my life that just filled with hurt. Sometimes I feel that if I let go of that hurt I'll forget you but that's not possible . You saved me, you didn't know it but you saved me. I can never forget you for that I can never stop loving you for that

Coco, I'm going to get another. She needs a home . She needs to be saved the way you saved me. She could never replace you and never will. You will always be my sweety and I will always love you

I miss you

Love,

Jon

My dearest Lucky, aka Beebz, aka my little baby,

My sweet little baby. You were the love and light of my life. My best friend. My sidekick. All I ever wanted from this life was to feel truly loved, and you gave that with your whole heart. I can only hope you felt as loved in return. Your sudden departure has left such a deep wound that I will always try to heal with memories of you; your gentle nature, your adorable little face, your warmth cuddled up to me every night. I will miss your agreeable little meows, your kekek-ing at birds (and dad). The only comfort I find now is in these memories. I hope we meet again, in another life or time..and if not, this one life was worth living just to have been able to spend a fraction of it with you.

Love you forever

Love always,

Mom

Sweet Chloe,

My little Chloe

You were my baby and it’s been two years without you

No one understands how I can still miss you so much

You were my soul dog and there will be no others

The loss of you hurts too much

I maybe have only had 8 years with you but they where the best

A lot of times I felt like it was you and me against the world

Mommy misses you so much

Love,

Joan Thompson